＋+$oPh!3's WorLd+＋

Here I come

2012-02-09T12:16:00.000+08:00

Well,
the government and PPD approved 46 teachers in the school only,
but the problem is got 49 teachers in the school,
so how?
the school got 2 extra malay teachers and the school is lack of chinese teachers,
so we said that we don't need the malay teachers let it become 47 teachers in the school.
the Fxxking government and PPD NOT ALLOW!
the decision is,
the chinese teachers have to move!

Fine,
who are you stupid PPD and goverment,
I really very disappointed on you!
my resume not good?
good!
I tell you now,
I'm going to continue study TESL,
just give me 4 years when I graduate I WON'T work with you!
if I still work with you I still need to get the KPLI course!
what the hell man!
TESL is a course that teaching us how to teach English, what the point you need me get the KPLI wasting me a year more?
I have to WORRY that do you let me enter the course, when I enter the course I have to WORRY where the campus I get, lastly when I graduate I have to WORRY which school you want me to go!
Fxxk all this man! ENOUGH!
I will looking for private or international school.
who got more high pay, more facilities, high standard and so on.

I'm preparing notes for PMR because I got tuition class for my students,
OMG!
the science and maths all changed to malay language!
How sad!
when they go to university have to study English, so what the point you stupid government and PPD did all those nonsense things?!
the most painful is the student. Signnn....
I really can feel that the education in this kind of country suck.

P/S : can't wait the month hit May, my uni life start : )
P/S : sis, thanks for helping me so much, when the time I graduate, you are the one I want to share with you. But I'm so sorry that I always trouble you now. Thanks you so much, that's unlimited : )

The 341 days be with you

2012-01-22T22:42:00.001+08:00

I really think that I will lost you
But I really can't live without you
I miss you every single day
I can't focus to do all my things

Luckily
Everything still going on
we together

I really don't want my future live without you
we planned everything
I know you still remember
you will do what did you promised to me

Our <3 still going on
I really hope it don't stop

I am really sorry
and

I <3 you

*sis, thanks to you. I got HIM <3

HURTS

2012-01-20T21:11:00.001+08:00

那天真的很伤心
你和我
都很伤心

钱包那样不见了
很心疼
心疼我的钱
心疼所有的卡
心疼我和你第一次约会吃snowflake累计到可以免费一个的那张卡
陪了我337天
和你送给我的卡片

很难忘的第一天约会
很难忘在一起的每一天
我们彼此都很爱过

我的生日不能一起庆祝
我们比谁都难过

我很开心
我给了你一个属于你难忘的生日
第一次在你的生日有女友陪你
你哭了
因为你感动了

虽然我们吵架过
伤了彼此

是我的问题
我很没有用让你失望了对吧？
很多未来的计划
多么希望有我的参与
可是
我真的很没有用

我知道你没有了我过得很快乐
我真的要你快乐
甚至比我快乐
我知道
你一定做得到
也在做着

谢谢你给了我难忘的337天的日子
这一路走来真的不容易

那三个字已无法说出口

祝你幸福。。。

2011-12-02T15:26:00.001+08:00

除了自己, 家人和事业
其他的我现在不需要
也不想需要

谢谢.

God

2011-11-14T23:31:00.001+08:00

是上天对我太好
让我选择?
还是另一个恶作剧的开始
我没有勇气
那一颗心
要怎么复原?

Short Update ;)

2011-11-08T10:39:00.001+08:00

Hmmm,
What am I doing recently?
YES,
I was ~~VERY~~ busy.
Busy for marking the students' exam paper?
haha~
and the new KSSR year 1 made me CRAZY!!

All being better now because I done all my task already :)
hmmm,
the holiday coming soon,
because I am a teacher now.
they are having their holiday soon,
me too xDDD

haha,
but I gonna start everything while holiday :)
Tuition?
Upgrading myself? ( I always do this )
YES!
Try to fillfulling my holidays now.
How about you?
:)

P/S : Hmmm, 15th Nov coming soooonnnnn, the 9th MONTHS anniversary, what the suprise for this month? :) <3

简单的幸福

2011-09-28T20:19:00.001+08:00

简单的一篇 : )

我永远只追求简单的幸福，
我以前写过这篇文章，
只是有些小更改。

我感谢我有爱我的父母，
小时候，
我要什么，就有什么。
只要在他们的能力范围里，
我都可以得到我要的东西。
谢谢你们，
我很抱歉，
我的脾气很臭，
但是，
我真的是很爱你们的。
我恨不得有很多的钱，
然后让你们过着无忧无虑的生活。
我在做着了，
虽然现在很少，
但是我会努力的！

我的哥哥姐姐，
小文哥哥和珊姗姐姐，
在我的记忆里，
都有你们的疼爱，
因为我是在你们那里出世和长大的 xD
谢谢你们 : )

而唯一更改的，
是男友和朋友。

在这里，
我很感谢我之前的男友，
谢谢你，
给过我知道爱情里的酸、甜、苦与辣，
我们曾经断断续续维持了四年的感情，
谢谢你给了我这个回忆，
虽然最后都是分开，
但还是谢谢你曾经对我的好，
真得很谢谢你，
祝福你，永远幸福 : )

朋友也随着时间，
淡忘了一些，
增加了一些，
希望我们，
友谊永固。
谢谢你们给了我我们上课的回忆，
永远都值得回味！

现在，
我的 Hans Hans : )
哈哈！
你真得很疼我，
谢谢你，
么么 : )
要一起努力努力！

其实简单的幸福，
才是最温馨的 : )

7 Month Anniversary

2011-09-22T16:34:00.000+08:00

Wohooo,
这个post是delay了一点　:-)

话说15/9是我和我家男人在一起的第7个月,
可是当天我都教书,
他也有上课,
而且他上课到六点　@@
所以都很简单的过.

以前的我们总是大吃大喝,
看戏,
去 1 Utama 的 New York Restaurant, Chilis, Dragon-I, Friday 和其他不错的餐厅庆祝,
但是这一次就有点不一样,
而是在Bandar Country Homes的素食馆简单的吃就好.
其实只要开心,
每一天都是开心的日子　:-)

P/S : Hans, I m happy be with you. Hope our relationship never end, we are fighting for our future. But I m the one who fight first xD Hahahaaa!

Hmmm,
说真的,
我觉得有点累了,
不是心灵上的累,
而是身体真的很累,
星期一到五教书,
星期六和日还要工作.
整个月都不停地工作.

现在终于到九月的月尾,
我星期六和日的工作终于只剩下两天就结束.
yeah! 总于有休息的星期六和日了.
可是刚才接到一通电话,
我的supervisor call我,
问我十月的工要继续做吗,
也是一样星期六和日,
我还在犹豫中.

我想做,
因为有钱,　
能赚钱,
我知道和体会过没有钱真的是一个问题,
可是,
我真的很累了.
到底要怎样?
:-(

其实现在我都不错,
学校补习班可以教,
两个小时就有五十块,
我也接了几班来教,
经验阿经验~
我真的很爱教书.
哪位老师有急事都可以找我代课,
我很乐意　:-)

国文比赛下个月,
我的同学, 加油!　尽力去表现就好　(话说我演讲和歌唱比赛都很有经验　xD)
儿童节也是下个月,
由于我是代课老师,
所以儿童节可以到处去"偷吃"　哈哈哈!!!!
开个玩笑,
同学们,
想我去偷吃你们的食物就邀请我吧　xD
哈哈哈哈!!!

十月份的工,
到底要接还是不要接?　@@

更新

2011-09-13T20:53:00.002+08:00

我的天啊！

自从我开始教书后，

都很忙碌。

而且星期六和日还要去做part time工。

晕晕晕！！！

不过只要到我工作教书时候，

我的精力都回来了。

教书已经有一个星期多了，

真的很好玩，

我真的爱上这份工作。

这份工作不容易，

除了把知识传达给学生们，

还有懂得与他们心理沟通，

我会加油的！

学生们都很可爱，

因为我是教一年级的马来文，

他们都很乖巧。

有一次，

被安排代课6B班，

刚开始全部学生看着我，

我顿时觉得紧张，

问了一个很愚蠢的问题，

“请问这里是6B班吗？”

哈哈哈！！

其实我知道的，

可是就不知道为什么问了这个问题。

他们超活泼，

很多东西说，

也有问为什么我没有教他们任何一样科目。

哈哈哈！！

这些都不是我安排的啊，

没关系，

有缘进你们的班代课认识你们也是一种缘分，

你们和其他六年级考生UPSR考试要加油噢！

昨天因为一位老师脚受伤了，

所以换成我带队去旅行。

刚开始超紧张，

因为我不是去玩，

而是去照顾同学们。

我带队有位一年级的学生和六位三年级的学生们，

我的队算是最少的。

因为我的经验很浅，

而且第一次当老师第一次带队，

其他老师和副校长们都万分叮咛我要小心，

照顾他们的安全，

我当然会尽力！　:-)

昨天去了飞机博物馆，

high 5 面包厂，

然后吃午餐，

再继续去巧克力厂，

制作肥皂厂，

最后就是米厂，

虽然说是去带队，

可是自己也学了很多东西呢！

哈哈哈！！！

几位学生们都很粘我，

一直要跟我，

牵我的手一起走。

哈哈哈！！

变了妈妈的感觉，

最后都是开心出去玩　开心回来

安全抵达。

今早到校就赶着去监督六年级考生，

因为我被安排在今天监督，

他们都很乖，

加油噢！

然后在下课过后我买了早餐回办公室吃，

结果副校长说为什么我打包，

因为监督老师有送早餐吃。

哎呀呀！！！

我真的很健忘　=.=''
然后我自己打包的一盒，

送的早餐一盒，

今天的午餐和晚餐有着落了。

哈哈哈！！！

然后子梁老师告诉我，

今早因为我赶着去监督，

所以没有听到个好消息。

他告诉我说今早副校长称赞我，

说我昨天带队带到很好，

把学生们照顾好，

有次序。

听了真的很开心，

谢谢她的赞美，

我会再接再厉，

做为好老师。

华老师，

加油！ :-)

享受

2011-09-01T17:02:00.001+08:00

这个星期六要去midvalley工作,

是个part time job.

hmmm, 只是星期六和星期日.

然后星期一,

正式去kundang小学教书,

是个代课老师.

期待期待!

可是九月我会很忙.

因为星期一到五在学校教书.

星期六和星期日去midvalley做part time job.

hmmmm,　工作是星期一到星期日.

我的九月很充实,

没有一刻休息!!!!

哈哈...

不过那个part time job只是做完整个九月的星期六和星期日而已,

所以十月我就不会那么辛苦了　:)

现在也开始准备科学和数学笔记,

我超喜欢这两科,

从小学到现在都喜欢,

以后当补习老师会用到,

学校教书也用到!

哈哈,

做自己有兴趣的东西总是特别开心　:)

当然,

我要谢谢您, auntie :)

谢谢你帮我apply在我母校三育当临教,

然后再去考师训,

谢谢你的帮忙!　

还有您, 姐姐,

谢谢你给我的忠言,

和指导我,

我也很开心你和他们不一样,

因为刚开始我很怀疑,

很怀疑,　你是否赞同他们的做法,

很谢谢你对我的支持.

也没让我失望你还是那个明白我疼我的好姐姐!!

以后请你多多关照　:)

我的大学朋友,

我们一起加油!!

了解

2011-08-28T11:29:00.002+08:00

什么是了解？

我自己就快不知道了。

或许是我错，

我不应该把我的事情，我的难过，找人诉苦说出来，

嗯，

以后都不说了。

忍嘛，

就那一下下，

就过去了。

每次和你们沟通，

到最后都是吵架收场，

真的累了。

有什么事情都不想和你们说了，

我自己决定，

我自己走，

死了也不说，

不告诉你们。

每次说有什么东西要告诉你们，

告诉你们的后果是吵，吵，还是吵。

骂我不会想，

养到我这么大没有用。

没关系，

你们继续说，

你们不了解，我也不想得到你们的了解。

你们呢？

我问你们东西，

你们叫我不要理，

这算什么？

我会继续走我自愿选择的路，

给你们少了我这个负担。

有本事，

我想把你们的负担通通顶下来。

这个本事不遥远，

我现在已经筹备了。

明年，

再给我一点点地时间。

知足

2011-08-26T03:09:00.003+08:00

现在的人们，往往都是不知足。

而我们常听别人说，做人要知足，才会快乐。

如果你现在还很享受你的读书生活，

每天定时父母都会给你零用钱，

你真的很幸福。

如果现在你要什么都有人买给你，

不需要自己去工作赚钱，

你真的很幸福。

如果你三餐温饱，

不愁吃穿，

却常埋怨自己没有这个那个，

你真的很不知足！

人嘛，永远是贪心的动物。

看到新的都要，别人有什么自己又要什么。

但是从来就没有想过自己怎样去得到，而是要别人帮你得到。

谁不想过那种生活、我自己都想呢！哈哈！

之前我常埋怨，

为什么我的朋友们可以无忧无虑去买衣服，化妆品。

为什么我的朋友不用工作，都有家人给零用钱。

为什么为什么为什么，

只会让我越来越自私，只会去埋怨。

现在我想通了，

不要去问为什么，

而是要知足。

至少我比很多人幸运。

我有三餐，衣服，庇护所。

所以，我决定了。

放弃我的大学生活。

比我的朋友们，只是早了一点点，踏出这个社会，工作。

我找回我曾经的理想，

当一名老师。

之前我不打算当老师，

因为我觉得人有一张大学文凭很好，

受比较多的教育，

人的等级自然会提升，

可是因为经济问题，

和我自己的兴趣，

我决定放弃。

现在apply着当了临时教员，

然后下午当了补习老师，

拿多点经验和赚多一点钱补家用。

半年后边教书边上师训。

３年就是正式教员。

如果要提升，

可以继续升学。

我的大学朋友们，

谢谢你们常说我很努力！

我真的很努力，

可是是时候停下来了，

你们要加油～

因为有缘，认识了你们！

我等着你们毕业的噢　:)

到时候我可能是位合格的教员了吧　:)

my man, I know you can't read chinese.

thanks, thanks for your supporting :)

love you deep deep.

P/S : thanks to my dearest sis and bro, Sharon and Lax, for celebrate my birthday when I @ Johor, thanks for the cake! :) thanks to my man for the cake!! and Paul, Sean, Eunice, enjoy the moment so mucccchhhhi :)

this year was the first year celebrated my birthday with my man, it's simple, but full of LOVE.

The ♥

2011-08-21T01:32:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone,

tomorrow I will going to Johor and stay at there around 2 weeks,

you guys don't miss me too much xD

today i woke up early in the morning,

dating with my man for celebrated my birthday.

because when I birthday I will not around my man.

honey,

thanks you so so much!

thanks for the dermalogica present,

thanks for the lunch at Friday restaurant,

thanks for the baskin robbin ice-cream cake,

thanks for the birthday song,

thanks for the everything you did for me.

It's simple,

but full of ♥,

I miss you and ♥ you so so much.

gonna sleep now,

tomorrow meet my man on 7 a.m for breakfast,

love you deep deep.

at the same time,

I can't wait to meet my Cousin,

my pretty sis, her cutie baby.

the 2 weeks will be FUN.

:-)

How??

2011-08-19T22:41:00.003+08:00

Hmmm,

just now I drove my car and went to Rawang looking for a job.

Yea, sure failed.

they all need full timer.

when I reached home,

my sis from Johor called me.

maybe she know my family problem and she wants to help me.

she asked me go Johor help her bro(actually is my bro also).

I don't know how much the salary, I don't care about that.

she said just work on 9a.m to 2p.m only.

because my bro opened a restaurant and need help.

if deal. I will go tomorrow morning.

I asked my parents,

yea, they sure agree cause they want me get a job =.=

and they straight said that tomorrow morning fetch me to bus station.

but now,

I want to ask my man opinion.

and the problem is, my birthday coming soon.

This is the first time I celebrate my birthday with him.

so sad, but never mind. Just a birthday?

but for me, i choose to go there.

cause i can get a job, help my bro.

and i can accompany my sis and her cutie baby.

it's a good news for me when I felt upset cause can't get a job at Rawang.

thanks to all my friends,

penny, yee ying, yvonne you all.

thanks for the supporting when i was really get down.

penny, thanks for always encouraged me and supported.

yee ying, thanks for sharing the story to encourage me on the day we went out the exam hall early.

thanks! I really fine now. :)

thanks to my cousin,

my bro who was studying at Taiwan now.

text me and encouraged me :)

and my sis from Johor,

asked me go Johor for working :)

Honey,

thanks for always supported.

are you set a CCTV in my room?

yesterday I was really very down, keep crying.

I want to find someone to talk, the first people in my mind is you honey.

but I can't call you cause you text me you wanna sleep before my mood getting down.

I was just holding my phone, but I don't know who the people i can call.

at the moment, someone called me.

is YOU my man!

you always beside me when I need you.

Thanks..

I love you...

well,

my man at Rawang for workout now,

I will tell him later,

tomorrow will leave here.

my man...

I will miss you and love you...

so..... so much..

Start Holiday

2011-08-18T17:21:00.002+08:00

Wohoo...

Finally the Final Exam was ENDED...

I'm doing well in all my test...

I hope I can pass and can get A in Accounting and Economics...

Maybe get B in my GLT, QM and Malaysian Studies?

haha! Who know? xD

well,

my holiday start!

but I m not enjoy my holidays!

All my friend go to shopping, Sunway Lagoon, Genting....

Actually I also want to go with you all..

but I have no money already :(

my saving is running out.

and I can't ask money from my parents.

So I must go to work.

but I hope you all enjoy your's holidays :)

Hmm,

I looking for a part time job.

Actually I want to be a tuition teacher.

my level maybe can teach primary standard?

I m interesting Maths and Science subjects.

Sometimes, I went to Popular Bookstore or MPH Bookstore for checked the syllabus of primary science and maths,

their standard quiet high,

the chapter one (Science) in year 5 is Microorganisms!

OMG! it's just same with the chapter one (Science) in form 5 also!!!

the virus, bacteria, all almost SAME!

the different is one is Chinese another one is English,

but next year maybe change to Malay for the Secondary school.

Hmm, which tuition centre need tuition teacher harr?? @@

If failed,

maybe I just take a job @ 1 Utama,

Haizz,

Damn moody,

Jealous on those people who not need work also have money to buy cloths, cosmetics,blablabla....

but nevermind,

It's my life! SMILE :)

if anyone know which tuition centre need a long term part time tuition teacher please tell me,

thanks ya :)

I'm Back

2011-08-18T01:15:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone,
I'm back to blog.

haha, because I want to write down all my life.

how it pass and process :)

Hmm,

everything changed when I finished my secondary school life.

after SPM exam I worked around 5 months at TOPSHOP TOPMAN Midvalley.

after that start my college life.

I was enjoying my college life.

I had many best friends in my college.

I ♥ them so much :)

In this year,

I meet my ♥,

I guess you all know who is him.

and we together half year already. It's 6 months!!

I'm so happy together with him :)

Well,

I having my last test tomorrow early in the morning.

It's time to kick my ass back to study.

after finish exam will looking for a part time job.

I hope when i start college still can work.

I don't want ask money from my parents.

Come on! I'm 18 years old already! If I still need to ask money from my parents it's BIG shame on me xD

Good night everyone :)